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Monday, July 17, 2006, 9:33 PM

a new blog a new start. i din change my skin. i just lik everything with my swithart. things may not be as right as everything is now. but life has to go on. i noe i am detestable. leave me alone will do. i noe my baby is trying to comfort me by saying i'm not detestable. i understand. u're cheering me thats all. but that was how others think of me. wad else could i do. i dun even have the will to stand up for myself. in my mind now is only u. i dun find others destestable. only u. i wonder why?

i only say ppl without thinking wen i'm ANGRY!!!! but forget it. i dun even feel lik defending myself. the one whole grp of u all were dere. i believe u all wanted to say it. but couldnt. i tink. its alright. u all jus want to say wad you're tinking. i'm fine. really. u all dun have to do anything i already knew there was something wrong. its okae if u all din want to talk to me. i try to stay away from u all. alright :) no worries. i'm one brave person. i control my emotions. at least i tried. xD

its lik from duno wen u all stop talking to me. anyway. baby was real gd. he accompanied me the whole day. cheering me up. tolerating me. iloveyou. sorry.

elaine: hey thnks lots girl. for ur cookies n ur clip. i lik it. its nice being with u. i dun have any worries. my day is always lifted by you. u solve my problems. cheer me up. thnks all this yr for this friendship. finally i'm on my own. i din realise i was this kind of person to u all. anyway i really thnk u all for letting me noe. xie xie! xD

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